Hey thar,
i thought i should update my journal. and i want to test out the journal skin thing XD
umm.. tmr is friday the 13th 8D
And today the movie "Hachiko" came into theatres.. i really wanna watch it :3
I cried when i saw some fanmade vids about it on youtube. this story is so sad. T_T

school is really wearing me out right now.. i think i should sleep more. but life has became a lot easier since i'm going to another school. and yesterday my bio teacher said my work is really professional, and my drawings(biological drawings) are so good and stuff.. i was like "what da fu..rr"..it was kinda embarrasing cause she talked about it in front of the whole class >_> whutever.
hmm.. does any of you know this feeling that you see something no one else seems to see? it happened to me quite often already. and now again, since this school year has started. everyday i see this emo guy in the break or in the morning or at places where i would've never expected to see him. the weird thing is, no one else even notices him.
i really like this guy, but not in the meaning of crushing on him (NEVER). i mean i like him, because he's exactly like me. it is as if he'd be invisible to others. as if he wouldn't even be there. i see him everyday, sitting in the corners, or passing by. he's always alone. neither do i know his name, nor in which grade he is. but i see him everywhere, he appears all of sudden from nowhere like an apparition. XD just wanted to share.
and now i finally finished my video for Penelope, my love. unfortunately, due to copyright shit the video can't be viewed in Germany, but all other countries. [link] R.I.P.
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i was really surprised how many phobias i have. XD
i took this quiz just for the lulzyness.

A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

Total so far: 7

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

Total so far: 7

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

Total so far: 8

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.

Total so far: 8

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

Total so far: 8

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

Total so far: 9

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia - Fear of long words.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

Total so far: 9

[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (ohyea we all know that)

Total so far: 10

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

Total so far: 10

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

Total so far: 10

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black. (black is cool)
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

Total so far: 10

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

Total so far: 10

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain. (rain is my passion)
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

Total so far: 10

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. (my biggest fear, cuz i hate fear itself)
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

Total so far: 12

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep. (no fear, but i still have insomnia after all >_> )

Total so far: 12

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
[ ] Tychiphobia – Fear of accidents.

Total so far: 12

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

TOATAL: 12

yayz i have 12 phobias! 8DDDD
i'm such a not anxious person!

ok gotta do maths homework now,
see ya folks
Leyla